A Christmas Tree for My Brother
This Christmas Tree was placed by my brother’s memorial bench in honor of him. It is beautiful!!
THANK YOU, Cindi Carmack!! This is getting passed around the family not on Facebook. On behalf of our family, THANK YOU for putting up this incredible tree!! He will never be forgotten and we all love him so much! And we love you too!
Visit with Family
After many months of trying to make plans and plans falling through, we finally made it to Grand Junction to visit my sister, brother in law, great niece and great nephew!
Getting my mom there was a challenge due to her health and battle with lung cancer and my sister is fighting breast cancer. She has had several surgeries and a ton of chemo treatments. This summer, she will be facing radiation M-F for six weeks!


Being there without my brother was extremely hard on us all. We went to his grave site and bawled in devastation. This was the first time we had seen the bench my sister designed and it was breath-taking and the most amazing memorial I have ever laid eyes on. It was incredible!
I looked for you at home.
I looked for you at your grave.
But you are not there.
Where you stood beside me
and where you loved me,
there is a giant hole.
I wish you were in my arms.
But I rejoice that you are with Jesus
… and you are in my heart.
I love you Big Brudder!! My life is not the same without you.